Back On The Horse

I am back on the dating wagon. The emails and instant messages are a flying. I am still hating everyone but there may be some juicy new posts if I ever go out with one of them. The second reason for posting when I had thought that I would give it up forever is to vent. Yes, we all love to vent don't we?
I am having post traumatic divorce disprter. I don't know if I need medication, therapy or revenge but I need something. I keep having these thoughts of Dave's (that's the husband) funeral. I picture him dead very often actually. I am not sure if this is normal or not so I was hoping if any divorcees out there would chime in and let me know if I am crazy.
I actually had this very long and drawn out phone conversation with the ex last week. He was not very helpful but did offer to pay for some therapy. Nice huh?
I will keep my ears open for the yeas or nays on the crazy factor.